I really need your prayers right now...

[Tornado Alli]

Today was looking at first like it was going to be a great day! I got up obscenely early to get to work extra early so that I could LEAVE early today to go to the beach! I had so much to do but by getting an early start I could count on leaving around 3:00 and heading east to the coast. But by mid morning I got the news that my trip had to be postponed until tomorrow because my friend got "stuck" in Chicago due to the weather. More on that later. Well I was a little down about that but decided I wanted to go together and opted not to drive down myself today. That decided I just kept working as 3:00 came and went. I am glad I did.

I finally left the office at 5:30 and just as I was getting in my car, I got a call from my Mom. I could tell from her voice immediately that something was very wrong. She tearfully told me that my aunt Pat had her cancer check up today and that the news was not good.

About a year ago, my beloved aunt Pat from Colorado, my Dad's sister, was diagnosed with colon cancer. Though normally very curable, this had metastasized to her liver. The doctors were very optimistic that if she could fight it out, they felt they could get it. So she started a year long battle that included some gruesome chemo, radiation and a surgery to remove much of her colon and most of the tumor from her liver. The doctors felt confident that with more chemo, they could get the rest of the cancer in her liver and felt that they would get a clean scan in the spring. We all expected it. I don't think a single one of us ever thought that Pat would not kick this demon in the *** and win. But it seems that is not to be.

Today, the doctors found that the cancer had returned to her liver, and was also now in her lymph nodes. Worst of all, she also has a spot on her lung. As you can imagine, my family is devastated. I know that we all want to be as positive and hopeful as possible, but this seems insurmountable. Still, I can't imagine a life without my Aunt Pat in it.

So I turned to my friends Fannie and Kate and poured out my heart. Kate says, "Pray, Allison, miracles happen all the time." And so I am. But I believe that prayer works best when it is shared and multiplied and spread out. All that energy works the miracles, all that power behind the simple faith that it will happen if we ask.

And so I am asking you all to please pray for my Aunt. She is a SASS member, and her alias is Buckshot Red from Pierce, Colorado. If you know her, give her a little time but then call her. Write her. Let her and her family, like my cousin Big Hand Mike know that you are praying for them.

I hope that I don't ask too much from all of you because I have leaned on you heavily over the last three years. And this makes all the rest pale in comparison. I need you all now. I am not ready to give up, but I can't do it alone. I have never lost anyone to this disease and I don't know how to even process the possibility. All I can do is pray that I don't have to learn just yet. Not yet.

Thank you for what I know what will be your heartfelt prayers. I and my family are very grateful.

Alli

[Pulp]

I'll say a word for you Aunt.

[Annie Gunneldoo]

Prayers are on the way sweetie.
Let me know if there's anything else I can do.
Love ya,
Annie

[Sweet Violet]

Oh yes, you can count on me to be praying!!! For a complete restoration for you aunt and for the peace that passed ALL understanding for all of you!!!!! Blessings upon blessings for your family!!!

[Four-Eyed Buck]

Prayers on the way......Buck&Sue&Sandy

[Kid Sopris]

Alli, As you know this strikes so close to home, it scares me to death. I can't began to tell you how this impacts a persons life. I will keep "Buckshot Red" in my daily prayers. I am a firm believer in prayer..It works...But we all have to do this in our own way. So I am asking all of you to come on to the Alley Saturday at 4pm Pacific time, and meet here and recite this prayer with me. We can work wonders as a group, I don't care what belief you have or how you pray..That's not important, we have a Sister in need, and I ask each of to join me Here. Until then I offer this prayer:

"O All-Gracious, most wondrous Mother of God, Queen of All! I am not worthy that Thou shouldst enter under my roof! But as Thou art the lovingly compassionate Mother of the merciful God, say the word that the soul of "Buckshot Red" may be healed and her weakened body strengthened. For Thou hast unconquerable might, and all Thy speech hath power, O mother of God! Do Thou gain the victory for her, do Thou supplicate for her- that she may glorify Thy most glorious name, always, now and ever, and unto endless ages." Amen.

I don't ask much from y'all, but I am asking for this for Alli's Aunt. If you can't be here please take that moment, Saturday evening 7 pm Eastern, 4 pm Pacific, to join with us wherever you may happen to be. :ty Alli if there is anything I can do, I am here 24/7 for either you or your Aunt and her family.

[Ruff Justice]

Miz Alli,

Prayers going up from PT and I for your aunt and the whole family.

[Fannie Kikinshoot]

If you have ever met Pat you'd see where Alli gets that radiant smile. Pat is a blessing to all she comes in contact with and I respect her so very much. Please, send up prayers for my friend Pat and her dear niece, Alli for strength and peace and miraculous healing.

[Tornado Alli]

Thank you Ruff. I miss seeing you around here and I hope that things are getting better for you and PT. Please stay in touch.

BTW, I like to make bread when I am sad. Have any good yeast bread recipes? What I would give for a good crock of sourdough starter!

Take care of both of you,

Love, Alli

[Miss Lucy Bugg]

Ali,

I'm so sorry to hear about your aunt. I'm putting her name on my prayer chain. It goes up and down the pacific states, also you and your family. May God keep you in the palm of His Hand.

God Bless,

Miss Lucy Bugg


Misslucybugg.com

[Shotglass]

Dear Ali know that prayers are being sent for you and your family. The power of prayer is a mighty sword. Keep us informed.

[Sarah Bernhardt]

Ali,
Prayers are on the way.
Sarah B.

[Ida Hands]

Miss Alli: We ask the Great Spirit to surround your Aunt and families with health and healing. Our family has been touched by this insidious disease. We are asking that your wonderful Auntie is spared. Our love goes out to you, your families and to your Auntie. The family of Lioness is praying for you and yours.

[Winston Dawg]

Auntie Alli,
Hugs & prayers your aunt & whole family.
Love ,HugsKisses WD

[Clancy]

Sorry to hear about your Aunt..Lots of prayers coming for Pat and Alli and their family all the way from down here....:2

[Iron Ed]

Alli,
Here are prayers for a smooth and thorough recovery for your Aunt Pat and heart's eaze for You and the rest of Your Family.

[Nellie Blue]

My prayers are going up for your Aunt Pat and your family!

[pearl thunderheart]

Prayers are on the way!

My mother-in-law has a same cancer and doctors give her just 2 weeks to live..
She has disseminations to her kidney and all of her bowel is full of cancer..

:snifles

[Goldie]

Alli, I have lost a very dear aunt to colon cancer. She was only forty-two at the time. She saved the lives of two of her sisters by impressing on her whole family how important that regular colonoscopy appointment is. I know how scared and helpless you feel. I hope my prayers and everyone elses' make sure your fears never come to pass and that special woman in your life is here for a long time to come. I'll be here at four pm on Saturday, until then I will continue to pray for strength for your whole family.

[Tornado Alli]

Thank you all for your kind words and mostly for your thoughtful prayers. I know that this is going to be a very long hard road but I pray that we all make it to the other end. I woke up this morning and my first thought was wondering what Pat woke up thinking this morning. I know that some of you have had more experience with this than I have which is none. I would appreciate your insight and your words of advice in addition to your prayers.

I hope you all have a wonderful Memorial Day weekend! I will be gone most of the weekend and out of internet reach but I will be reciting KS's prayer with you tomorrow at 4:00 pm PT (7:00 pm EDST)

I will talk to you all Monday night.

I love you all

Alli

[Fannie Kikinshoot]

I will be here at 7 pm our time tomorrow, to join hands across the world and lift Pat up in prayer to our Father, the Creator. Nothing is more powerful than prayer.

Pearl, I am so sorry to hear about your mother-in-law. I will lift her and your family in prayer also.

[Miz Pitty]

prayers on the way. Be strong


Pitty

[Pretty Mean Shawme]

Just like last time, let me know if you need me to go visit her on your behalf.

Love ya!

[Riverbend Kid]

All you have to do is ask. I don't have much pull upstairs but i will give it my best. He listens to us all, even the smaller voices.


R

[Cinnamon Teal]

Alli,

Please know that your aunt (and you) will be in my thoughts and prayers during this ordeal. It's not easy! Like others, this ugly disease has hit my family and many friends. I don't know if I'll be able to be online at that time tomorrow for the massive prayer but will certainly say it on my own if I can't.

[Fleur]

Prayers for your whole family!

[Mark Flint]

Hey there sweet lady. I am so sorry to hear about your Aunt Pat. As you are well aware I am no stranger to losing a loved one to cancer. I will add my prayers to those of everyone else. You know how to reach me-feel free to call . . . I am still here for you my friend.

[Serenity]

You got prayers from me!

[Greeneyed Gypsy]

My dear friend Allie...last year I spent 9 months watching my grandfather slip a little more each day...there is no advice to give but love those you hold dear with all you have within you each an every day...If it is in your power to do so, help her to live each day in the way that she chooses...take the time to say all that you feel inyour heart...don't worry about being sensible or doing the expected thing...do what you feel in your heart to do...I promise you you will be glad each day of your life that you did.

Your aunt will be in my daily prayers and you will be there right along side her with all my deepest request for health and joy and firm knowledge that this life is a gift and blessing from God and every breath is given in the hope for peace.

[Duzy Wales]

Dear Alli, I waited to respond to your post because I have been away from Charlotte and didn't know whether Longeye knew....he usually lets me keep him apprised of what is going on in the Alley, emails and PM's. We are both deeply sorry to hear the sad news of your Aunt and you and your Aunt will be in our hearts and thoughts daily.

Alli, you know you can count on Longeye for his friendship and love. I am here for you too. We will be sending our best karma your way and if there is anything we can do....just let us know.

I agree with Gypsy in that you use everyday to let those you love know just how much they are loved and that you have time now to tell your Aunt what is in your heart. As you know, Longeye has been through this and he says that all you can do is tell her how you feel, let her know how much she is loved and we pray that you do not have to let her go....but, if you do, you have all your friends here on the Alley that are here supporting you.

Longeye said for me to tell you that if you need to talk....he will be there for you. That goes for me as well, but I understand the friendship and love that you two share.....so I will make sure he gets any messages you send.

Thinking of you, Duzy and Longeye

[Kid Sopris]

Welcome one and all, Those who are here and those who are here in spirit.
Let's us pray for Alli's Aunt Pat, "Buckshot Red".....

"O All-Gracious, most wondrous Mother of God, Queen of All! I am not worthy that Thou shouldst enter under my roof! But as Thou art the lovingly compassionate Mother of the merciful God, say the word that the soul of "Buckshot Red" may be healed and her weakened body strengthened. For Thou hast unconquerable might, and all Thy speech hath power, O mother of God! Do Thou gain the victory for her, do Thou supplicate for her- that she may glorify Thy most glorious name, always, now and ever, and unto endless ages." Amen.

On behalf of Tornado Alli and Buckshot Red, I Thank you !

[Nellie Blue]

My prayers are joining in.

[Ida Hands]

We add our prayers to this and hope that all hearts connected with Miss Buckshot are also healed.

[Fannie Kikinshoot]

Prayers for Pat to have strength and peace during this time of trial.

[Coffee Em]

Sorry to miss this until now--I'm on the road at present. But Alli, you know my thoughts and prayers are with you, your aunt Pat, and all your family. Good luck, hon.

[Desert Jewel]

Prayers are on their way........take care.

[Doc workday]

Alli,

so sorry to hear the news

prayers up

Sorry I was not able to post sooner I was at the PA state shoot.

[Allie Mo]

Dear Alli,

I am so sorry to hear about your aunt. Miracles do happen. I wish for a miracle for her.

Take care,

Allie Mo

[Fannie Kikinshoot]

Everyone, Alli originally posted this thread in May 2006. Since that time Buckshot Red, Alli's aunt has had ups and downs. Aunt Pat, as she is lovingly referred to by Alli, has fought a good battle and has shown such great faith and tenacity during these past two years. But, tonight, Alli tells me that Pat is back in the hospital. She is not doing well. So, I ask you my friends, to please lift Pat up in your prayers, to ask for her comfort and strength and peace while battling this demon. Please lift up her family, too. Her husband, children, grandchildren, her brother (Alli's dad) and our dear precious Alli need comfort and peace during this time also.
I pray for the Lord's will and for his peace and understanding no matter the outcome. We have family that is hurting and I know that those of you here will pray for their comfort. I thank you for your love and concern and for the outpouring of prayers that I know will start as soon as I post this.

[Nellie Blue]

Let my prayers join the prayers of the others! I'm praying for healing & peace for Pat and the whole family.

[Kid Sopris]

This prayer I offer is for those suffering from Cancer. It is highly recognized in some Orthodox religions.

Prayer to the Mother of God

O Most-Pure Mother of God, O Queen of All! Hearken unto our much-afflicted sighing before Thy miraculous Icon, brought to Russia from the land of Athos. Look upon Thy children, suffering from unhealed ailments, who fall down before Thy holy image with faith! As a bird covers its nestlings with its wings, so do Thou now, who art ever present, cover us with Thy greatly healing omophorion. In that place where Hope be.

There where bitter sorrows overcome us, there will Patience and Rest be revealed. Where the torment of despair dwells in the soul, there will shine the ineffable Light of Divinity! Console the fainthearted, strengthen the weak, bestow softening and enlightenment upon embittered hearts. Heal Thine ailing people, O All-merciful Queen! Bless the minds and hands of our physicians, that they might serve as instruments of the All-powerful Physician, Christ our Saviour. We pray before Thine Icon, that Thou mightest truly live with us, O Sovereign Lady! Stretch out Thy hands, filled with healing and cures, O Joy of the sorrowful, Consolation in afflictions, that having speedily received miraculous help, wee may glorify the Life-creating and Undivided Trinity, the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, unto the ages of ages. Amen.

The second from the Catholic Religion:

Prayers to Saint Peregrine


Prayer to The Mother of Sorrows through the intercession of Saint Peregrine

O my dearest Mother Mary,
Mother of Sorrows, behold me, your child, in prayer.
I have come to plead for this special favor
through the intercession of your faithful servant, Saint Peregrine:
Please heal and relieve the pain of Buckshot Red during her time of Cancer.
O Sorrowful Mother,
I beg you to present my petition to your Divine Son.
If you will pray for me, I cannot be refused.
I know, dearest Mother,
that you want me to seek God's Will in all things.
Therefore, with childlike trust,
I abandon myself to God's Holy Will concerning my request.
If what I ask for should not be granted,
pray that I may receive that which will be of greater benefit to my soul.
Mother of Sorrows, I Love You!
I put my confidence in you,
because your prayers before God are most powerful.
For the greater glory of God
and through the intercession of Saint Peregrine,
whom you have led to Sainthood,
hear and grant my prayer.
Amen.


Alli, I sincerely hope that the pain is relieved during this struggle. Sometimes God calls us home, and sometimes we are not ready, But I ask and pray that should your aunt be called home to sit next to our Heavenly Father, she be without pain and with love and understanding in her heart.
:pray:

[Howdy Doody]

Prayers said.

[Sarah Bernhardt]

Prayers are on the way.

[East Coast Filly]

Know you and your family are lifted in prayer for strength and love and support of all you are going through. It is difficult to understand the scripture that says "All things happen for the good."

I pray that you find comfort in knowing there are many who have you and your family in their thoughts and prayers.

Take care and God Bless.

East Coast Filly

[Greeneyed Gypsy]

Ohhhh Alli I am so sorry to be seeing this, it seems the last few years cancer has been there every time I turn around. You have my prayers and your Aunt Pat will will be in my prayers each day for as long as needed. I have seen so many wonderful people snatch their lives back from this monster...I am praying right now your Aunt Pat will too!

Just catching up here...and will be away on vacation at the end of the week...so know that I am still keeping you close even if I am not posting.

Greeneyed ( Dear Lord in heaven...hear our prayers for your precious child...) Gypsy

[Kica Mandalay]

Prayers being sent from the mountain in Ely, Nevada.:pray:

[Aspen Filly]

There is no easy way to handle the emotions you are experiencing at this time. Just take one day at a time, be thankful that you can tell her that you love and care for her and try to be there for her during this difficult time. Our prayers and hopeful wishes are with you and your family at this time.

[Four-Eyed Buck]

Prayers on the way. Cancer has reduced this family before as well..............Buck&Sue&Sandy:pray:

[Duzy Wales]

Heartfelt thoughts, positive energy and good karma still coming your way from Longeye and myself for Aunt Pat, and all of those who love her! Duzy

[Ida Hands]

We, too, are praying for your beloved Aunt Pat. We hope that the Great Spirit will help you all in this time of need. We ask for comfort for all and a great peace. We send prayers for renewed health. Love to you and yours.

[Allie Mo]

Dear Alli,

I am so sorry that she isn't in remission by now. I'm still wishing for that miracle.

Take care, we love you!

Sincerely,

Allie Mo

[Lady Leigh]

Lord Jesus Christ, You were never too busy to spend time with the sick and those afflicted with pain. I ask You to continue to show mercy to Pat, and all those who love her, in this time of sorrow over the illness she has been dealing with, and to comfort all with Your presence. Sustain all in their moments of discouragement. Grant relief from the pain. Continue to be with those in the Medical fields. Continue to hold this famile in the palm of Your hand. Amen

[Cinnamon Teal]

Many good thoughts and prayers are on their way.

[Cat Cimmaron]

Alli: Prayers and loving thoughts on the way for your Aunt Pat and for you and your family.

[Texas Tall]

Prayers and thoughts are on the way from the downunder gang.


Regards............Texas Tall.

[Sweet Violet]

Praying for Aunt Pat that the Lord would just touch her and her cancer would be gone, for peace for her heart and that all fear would be gone. And for Alli and the whole family.

[Catawba Kate]

Alli, just called and told me that sadly, her Aunt Pat passed away yesterday. She will be flying out to Denver this evening to be with the family.
Alli, prayers going out for you that you and your family will find peace and enjoy the great memories that you had of your dear Aunt Pat. I love you!!!

[Four-Eyed Buck]

Our prayers and condolences...............Buck&Sue&Sandy:pray:

[Bloomin' Yankee]

Prayers and heartfelt sadness for Alli and her family's loss.

[Kica Mandalay]

Prayers being sent from Ely and message being passed on to Kid in Reno.
:pray:
Know that you and your family are being covered in prayer.
Kica

[Duzy Wales]

Dear Alli, our heartfelt thoughts and condolences are sent to you and all of your family. May your memories warm your heart and give you peace of mind. We are here for you!

Longeye and Duzy

[Cat Cimmaron]

Kid just telephoned me and asked that I convey his condolences upon hearing the news. I'd like to add mine too. You are in our prayers at this time.

[Jessie Lyn]

I am sorry to hear this. Prayers sent for all.

[Piedra Kidd]

Prayers are on the way. Alli, Please accept my condolences for your loss.

[Allie Mo]

Dear Alli,

I am so sorry for your loss.

Sincerely,

Allie Mo

[Lady Leigh]

May the Lord bless you through this time of grief! Also prayers being sent for safe flight to Denver ... I don't think their weather has been all that great lately .... You always rest in Gods palm though, which is reassuring in itself!

[WymoreWrangler]

Alli, you and your family have our condolences and our prayers...

[Annie Gunneldoo]

Alli,
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love you,
Annie

[Fannie Kikinshoot]

I return home to find that one of my dearest friends has lost this most special person in her life. Alli, sugar, I am so sorry. I am here for you, whatever you need.

I love you!

[Ida Hands]

Our heartfelt sympathies to the families and friends who are feeling this great loss. We ask the Great Spirit to help them through this most difficult time with happy memories of great times shared with your beloved Aunt Pat.

[Drydock]

On the way.

Her sorrows are done, and now shall be joy everlasting . . .

[Sweet Violet]

Oh Allie! My heart goes out to you! I am so very sorry to hear of you loss! I will be praying for you and your family during your time of great sorrow!

[Yankee Belle]

Oh, I am so sorry to hear about you loss. My prayers are with you in your time of need.:snifles

[Victoria Rose Hyde]

Oh Allie, I am so sorry to hear about your Aunt. Prayers are coming.:beg

[Prairie Wildflower]

Alli, I will continue to keep you and your family in prayer. I regret not having met you in person, but have watched and "listened" to you here on the Alley over the past couple years, and have come to love and respect you enormously. We are a family here, honey, and when one of our dear family is hurting, we all feel the pain. I would love nothing more than to give you a big hug - sometimes when words can't convey the feelings, a hug right from the heart works the best. So please know that in my heart I am hugging you right now. Hold onto all the precious memories of your beloved Aunt Pat. And then, dear Alli, go on with life - live each day to the fullest. That will be a tribute to your aunt, as that is exactly what she would want you to do. Love you.

[Cinnamon Teal]

Alli,

My heartfelt condolences are headed to you and your family.